January 2011
23 posts
when you graduate. and move on with your life and go to college and stuff and get a like..life. I hope your happy and your successful in everything you do. that you get to do things you want to and live life how you want. You deserve it honestly more than anyone i know (:
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So come a little closer..
Tell me it’s all in our heads.. </3
Sleeplessnights.
Self esteem slowly crumbles away.
Anxiety takes over.
The pen to paper.
Breathing. Gets harder.
As time goes on.
The pain.
Gets stronger.
As the feelings get arrested.
The sayings get longer
But it’s within my best guess.
The hearts..
They won’t last..
As they get darker..
what is telling me to let go?
the higher power up there?
I don’t even know if you’re there anymore..
what is it telling me to let go of everything..
of you..
of the person that meant the most..
of the person that no one understands, why i love you..
no one understands..
but why..
what is telling me to let go…
i dont know what i want..
i just want to stop hurting...
you are
so much stronger than me. but it makes me smile..
i’m glad..
Strength; It’s what comes from the madness we survive.
its like with every breathe
i begin to take
creates
so many mistakes
and
all the surroundings
and
the stakes
cause me to go numb
and become
so dumbfounded
and to take
it all that in
will almost cause everything
to cave in
and break myself
i hate that it hurts so much
i hate that i want to ignore
i hate that all the words
that have been said
will never leave my head..
You know what’s sad? When you care about people to much. When you’re so scared to let them go, you’ll let them do anything to you, but you have your limits, but just to keep them there. Even if they’re barely there. Even if they’re using you. You’re so scared that that happiness you once felt won’t ever come back, so you have to have a fucking reminder of...